I let your soul drop water into my back in my purple bath and sometimes I can’t help but let you in and consume me but every time I do it I see your soul a little clearer and I’m scared to hear what he has to say once he’s strong enough to speak to me because i’m not ready for that and honestly i don’t think you are ready for me and what i have to offer because i have learnt so much this past while and I now know that you need my fingertips grazing across your back at night to help you sleep and i now know that you need to see the world and i now know how to see new places and how to find home in everywhere I go and I’m so sorry that you don’t get to feel this with me but then again I can’t apologize to the one who turned away.