
i’ll pretend that it doesn’t hurt me that you haven’t reached out
Tell me you’re sorry
I’ll know that you’ll be lying
But I’m really good at taking half-truths and creating a whole new truth
Please don’t worry
This just means I’m trying
Once I’m here at the bottom I truly have nothing left to prove
We were in a hurry
Our egos in the air flying
You were the first I ever begged to stay and please don’t move
The first and last surely
Never again will I be crying
I understand now that love is partly just a pretty rouse
I know you can’t disagree
That you see me now finally healing
And it hurts you to know that for me it’s going smooth
I hope you know I’m happy
A kind of joy that’s worth stealing
But for now it’s mine and I’m sorry you disapprove