your blade is so fucking sharp

all the others can cry all day to me

but you show up in a dream

and I’m stuck

it was always supposed to be you and me

when I kissed you I knew that much for sure

but you always felt so far

and all I ever wanted to know

is if you felt the same

You think you’re tough because you like your coffee black

But darling I was there when she broke your heart and she broke you apart

It was always me throwing myself in front of trains for the chance

At times I’d catch you slip and take advantage of your lips

I can’t fucking believe I let you walk away from that

I bet you’re enjoying the warm beach days and the warm beach babes

But baby I know you have sensitive skin

And I know you burn badly

and its about those moments

that you feel

full

and unstoppable

I felt that on that city balcony

I felt that when I watched his hands drive stick

I felt that with my feet in the ocean

Right now I just feel sick

I can’t help but think

I missed out on my first pick