I don’t want to keep going. I’ve been low before but I’ve never felt so hollow and empty; worthless. My body follows my mind and shuts down with it. I know I am capable of loving who I am but I feel, right now, like I am no one, like I am nameless. Searching my mind for reasons to stay every day and the list continues to grow shorter and shorter. And I remember losing you and I remember how it felt to me; I don’t wish that on anyone I love. But I also remember how easy it seemed. One day you were here and the next day you just weren’t. Like a breeze.
Some days I want to join the wind with you.