fight n flight

    I’m sick of this pain partner  That occupies the seat next to mine  I’ve tried for years to shove it in the upper console I tried storing it underneath my seat  But alas I suppose I just have to sit […]

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hopelessly devoted to no one

  I had a dream about a boy  He stopped my heart whenever his eyes reached mine He sat across from me on the bus As most of my loves had Always going somewhere  When really all I want is some time […]

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you held onto my vinyl because music is the only thing you could ever commit to

    And he said, “if you don’t get it off your chest you will never be able to breathe freely again.”   And I said  I do not Care  About my  Air  I’m in  Despair My heart will  Tear  I do […]

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what is existence without resistance? 

but who am i to fall  & stay in love   with someone who never cared if i cried not even at our peak   we’ve had more than enough each other but i always let you back in puppy eyes, ‘please’ […]

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I take the train when I need a life update

Flying by the college station  Onto Uni, the next tier  Never did I think I’d be here  To waste my power is a sin    I love the towers that surround me Make me feel safe, at ease  Finally up off my […]

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she’s none the wiser

If she knew what you said  The double life that you led  She’d still end up in your bed   I know I’m still in your head Causing the motions again  But hun I wish you were dead 

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i wasn’t in love then and i’m still not now

and you say she’s all you need while you hand me all your green just to see my body on-screen oh I love to make you scream absolutely love it when you leave honey, you don’t know what you need but you […]

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you’re the only goodbye i enjoy

I’ve learned from the master (you)   To take what I need and run (far)   I bet you’re sad aren’t you (blue)   I love the ghosting the silence (au revoir)    I’ll never let you touch me again (beg me) […]

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