beating a dead horse

  i get it you want to see if it’s still there you want to see if i would stare you want to see if i still care    (I’d like to know too, but truth is, love and hate is so […]

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blocked bitch

It’s okay if you’re not where you want to be But it is not fair to take that out on me  I don’t care for your hostility  That’s clearly born from jealousy  I won’t slow down I won’t concede  I live on […]

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leave her alone

I can’t find my footing I feel uneasy with your grip    Can I hold myself up better?    Forever mad at who I’ve been Striving to over correct it   What do you aim for?    Is everything you say and […]

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2am provokings

Remember when you first loved me  And everything was new  Only thought about me and you  But now with you I feel so lonely    You never loved me after all Just a combination of weed and alcohol That’ll teach me not […]

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we’re all laughing at you

I’ll watch you fall to your death  I’ll try not to smile  Bite my lips for a while   I’m too young to take myself out  You’ll never succeed  Tied down like a tree    Boiling water poured upon your roots No […]

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conscious hallucinations

i’m aware you aren’t there but i still stare i guess i still care you were never fair now you’re somewhere hands in a new pair breathing in that new air i am your biggest scare push your decency down the stairs […]

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what is existence without resistance? 

but who am i to fall  & stay in love   with someone who never cared if i cried not even at our peak   we’ve had more than enough each other but i always let you back in puppy eyes, ‘please’ […]

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I take the train when I need a life update

Flying by the college station  Onto Uni, the next tier  Never did I think I’d be here  To waste my power is a sin    I love the towers that surround me Make me feel safe, at ease  Finally up off my […]

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