fight n flight

    I’m sick of this pain partner  That occupies the seat next to mine  I’ve tried for years to shove it in the upper console I tried storing it underneath my seat  But alas I suppose I just have to sit […]

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embrace the point of no return

  It’s like letting someone stab you over and over    I never really had the will to live in the first place so keep stabbing     Let me bleed   I’ll feel the pain to feel anything at all  

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mulch

  Not even dirt honestly    more like that sticky stuff between the dirt and rock under the ground    So far down I can be bothered to look for the sun anymore    I was a princess living this fantasy with […]

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hopelessly devoted to no one

  I had a dream about a boy  He stopped my heart whenever his eyes reached mine He sat across from me on the bus As most of my loves had Always going somewhere  When really all I want is some time […]

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you held onto my vinyl because music is the only thing you could ever commit to

    And he said, “if you don’t get it off your chest you will never be able to breathe freely again.”   And I said  I do not Care  About my  Air  I’m in  Despair My heart will  Tear  I do […]

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blocked bitch

It’s okay if you’re not where you want to be But it is not fair to take that out on me  I don’t care for your hostility  That’s clearly born from jealousy  I won’t slow down I won’t concede  I live on […]

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leave her alone

I can’t find my footing I feel uneasy with your grip    Can I hold myself up better?    Forever mad at who I’ve been Striving to over correct it   What do you aim for?    Is everything you say and […]

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2am provokings

Remember when you first loved me  And everything was new  Only thought about me and you  But now with you I feel so lonely    You never loved me after all Just a combination of weed and alcohol That’ll teach me not […]

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we’re all laughing at you

I’ll watch you fall to your death  I’ll try not to smile  Bite my lips for a while   I’m too young to take myself out  You’ll never succeed  Tied down like a tree    Boiling water poured upon your roots No […]

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conscious hallucinations

i’m aware you aren’t there but i still stare i guess i still care you were never fair now you’re somewhere hands in a new pair breathing in that new air i am your biggest scare push your decency down the stairs […]

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