you held onto my vinyl because music is the only thing you could ever commit to

    And he said, “if you don’t get it off your chest you will never be able to breathe freely again.”   And I said  I do not Care  About my  Air  I’m in  Despair My heart will  Tear  I do […]

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blocked bitch

It’s okay if you’re not where you want to be But it is not fair to take that out on me  I don’t care for your hostility  That’s clearly born from jealousy  I won’t slow down I won’t concede  I live on […]

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leave her alone

I can’t find my footing I feel uneasy with your grip    Can I hold myself up better?    Forever mad at who I’ve been Striving to over correct it   What do you aim for?    Is everything you say and […]

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2am provokings

Remember when you first loved me  And everything was new  Only thought about me and you  But now with you I feel so lonely    You never loved me after all Just a combination of weed and alcohol That’ll teach me not […]

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we’re all laughing at you

I’ll watch you fall to your death  I’ll try not to smile  Bite my lips for a while   I’m too young to take myself out  You’ll never succeed  Tied down like a tree    Boiling water poured upon your roots No […]

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conscious hallucinations

i’m aware you aren’t there but i still stare i guess i still care you were never fair now you’re somewhere hands in a new pair breathing in that new air i am your biggest scare push your decency down the stairs […]

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what is existence without resistance? 

but who am i to fall  & stay in love   with someone who never cared if i cried not even at our peak   we’ve had more than enough each other but i always let you back in puppy eyes, ‘please’ […]

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I take the train when I need a life update

Flying by the college station  Onto Uni, the next tier  Never did I think I’d be here  To waste my power is a sin    I love the towers that surround me Make me feel safe, at ease  Finally up off my […]

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