don’t wait up

You’re always waiting   I’ll do it later   When I’m older   I’m sorry I’m too busy to chat   I’m living right now because I know I won’t have time later   You’ve always wanted the simple life   And I’ve always wanted the climax […]

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got to you part 2

I crave the touch that is strong  Holds me against the wall  It lets me know when I am wrong In order to not let me fall  Hands around my neck with the intention Held up in big arms – safe and […]

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f in the chat

And he said  She’s gorgeous  She’s smart too She’s got a dog just like you,  She makes me feel again,  like I used to, But the most wonderful part of all- She isn’t you

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strawberry lies

Strawberries lies  Talking to another guy  I wish he was mine  And all the books he buys  But I’m stuck in this tide Fake laughs – smile wide  Pretend that this is fine  But I’d rather die  Than sit here and sigh  […]

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want me when i’m gone

I bought a beautiful black dress to kill myself in. But now I’m wondering if red is a better color to die in, to match the color slowing in my veins, maybe support a bloodstain lipped as an accessory.  Or maybe I’m […]

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starburst lips

Please don’t sympathize with me I do not forgive I only apologize  ———— I daydream so often about killing you lately  Pushing a solid bullet through your chest  I’ll stay and watch the blood pour from your chest  Until blood drips from […]

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fight n flight

    I’m sick of this pain partner  That occupies the seat next to mine  I’ve tried for years to shove it in the upper console I tried storing it underneath my seat  But alas I suppose I just have to sit […]

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embrace the point of no return

  It’s like letting someone stab you over and over    I never really had the will to live in the first place so keep stabbing     Let me bleed   I’ll feel the pain to feel anything at all  

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mulch

  Not even dirt honestly    more like that sticky stuff between the dirt and rock under the ground    So far down I can be bothered to look for the sun anymore    I was a princess living this fantasy with […]

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