nineteen: a note

anoteanoteanote….   I was your home And you were mine I know you said  Another lifetime  And you’re right  And I’ll be fine I guess I just wish It was right this time

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black hole: a note

anoteanoteanote…. It’s my favourite part  The looks of realization  The overwhelming presence of forgetfulness  When I leave I don’t simply walk away I always leave a huge black hole where I once laid And now you will be left all alone with […]

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i wasn’t in love then and i’m still not now

and you say she’s all you need while you hand me all your green just to see my body on-screen oh I love to make you scream absolutely love it when you leave honey, you don’t know what you need but you […]

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yearning (a note)

I’ve felt so many different types of yearnings for you    When you dragged your fingers across my legs in her basement, fuck I wanted you so badly    Forever needing the truth from you, begging with blood in my eyes    […]

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We’re being honest as long as we aren’t being honest with ourselves (technicalities)

I was never able to let you go  I cut the chords I threw the stone  I keep running (in circles I’ve found)   But now you’ve ran No turnaround ahead  I’m glad  I’m glad I’m glad   (I’m mad and sad […]

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will i ever see my records (you) again?

You talked to me all Sunday  You say you’ve been writing  I say same    (I wish you and I felt the same)    Never at the right times  Is there a time and place anymore?  Did we just miss it?    […]

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breezy; a note

I don’t want to keep going. I’ve been low before but I’ve never felt so hollow and empty; worthless. My body follows my mind and shuts down with it. I know I am capable of loving who I am but I feel, […]

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