i’ll pretend that it doesn’t hurt me that you haven’t reached out

  Tell me you’re sorry  I’ll know that you’ll be lying  But I’m really good at taking half-truths and creating a whole new truth   Please don’t worry  This just means I’m trying Once I’m here at the bottom I truly have nothing left […]

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(nights) like these

on nights like these i’ll let you sink in let you slide right under my skin   come right to me let me relieve all of the misery you’ve felt since you left me   i won’t tell i know you won’t […]

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forever the one that got away – they don’t seem to like to stay

    He doesn’t recognize the space I take up  His mind on himself My mind on help  Rolls his eyes when I say excuse me I wish I could be Without so many apologies  He said I had too many bad […]

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questions to consider

  Don’t you see?   Soon enough you’ll be as lonely as one can be Are you aware?   One day I’ll be far away from your stare Do you feel it?   The first punch of heartbreak’s hit Will you be sorry?   Once I’m […]

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nineteen: a note

anoteanoteanote….   I was your home And you were mine I know you said  Another lifetime  And you’re right  And I’ll be fine I guess I just wish It was right this time

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black hole: a note

anoteanoteanote…. It’s my favourite part  The looks of realization  The overwhelming presence of forgetfulness  When I leave I don’t simply walk away I always leave a huge black hole where I once laid And now you will be left all alone with […]

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i only love those who have never been mine

Okay I admit it  I miss the fucking face time calls  The book rec’s too  Never once  Did I think I’d miss the snarky comments  I wish I knew  That one day  You’d just fucking disappear so quick  Thought it’d be different […]

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(Did you go to the same jeweller? Did you go to the same tattoo artist? Did you do anything new or just redid me and you?)

I need to remember your love is so fake You put rings on things you don’t want forever While messaging girls across the continents Spending money on making those folders in your computer fuller  (Your index from highschool probably still on your […]

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beating a dead horse

  i get it you want to see if it’s still there you want to see if i would stare you want to see if i still care    (I’d like to know too, but truth is, love and hate is so […]

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