(at least i’m not whoever i’m with)
a mess dark under eyes finessed growing everyday debt to repay enemy maker orgasm faker a solo dancer your cure to cancer (the best you’ve ever had)
Category: writings
hey I’m back from trying all the drugs and yeah it’s true that you’re far worse
Dressed in black and white Staying up alone at night Four cement walls hold me They remind me I’m lonely Gaps and cracks exposing Feel my bones decomposing But there is a certain relief Not being in the ground … Continue reading “hey I’m back from trying all the drugs and yeah it’s true that you’re far worse” →
curiosity is contagious
secrets from the ground below
you go together in that you’re both quitters
A story with no conclusion Reader becomes frustrated Book thrown against a wall Much like you did with me Anger in motion You were my biggest commotion
yearning (a note)
I’ve felt so many different types of yearnings for you When you dragged your fingers across my legs in her basement, fuck I wanted you so badly Forever needing the truth from you, begging with blood in my … Continue reading “yearning (a note)” →
We’re being honest as long as we aren’t being honest with ourselves (technicalities)
I was never able to let you go I cut the chords I threw the stone I keep running (in circles I’ve found) But now you’ve ran No turnaround ahead I’m glad I’m glad I’m glad (I’m mad … Continue reading “We’re being honest as long as we aren’t being honest with ourselves (technicalities)” →
fulfill your moral duties with me
we can’t just be friends maybe enemies at best a plea to you fix what you broke as you promised
will i ever see my records (you) again?
You talked to me all Sunday You say you’ve been writing I say same (I wish you and I felt the same) Never at the right times Is there a time and place anymore? Did we just miss … Continue reading “will i ever see my records (you) again?” →
(just so you know my list could never be as long yours don’t you worry honey )
(i don’t sleep anymore but i’m not counting hours)
you meaningless distraction of destruction
tick tock