mandavi

January 22, 2020 by mandavi

(at least i’m not whoever i’m with)

a mess dark under eyes finessed growing everyday debt to repay enemy maker orgasm faker a solo dancer your cure to cancer (the best you’ve ever had)

January 21, 2020 by mandavi

hey I’m back from trying all the drugs and yeah it’s true that you’re far worse

Dressed in black and white Staying up alone at night Four cement walls hold me They remind me I’m lonely Gaps and cracks exposing Feel my bones decomposing But there is a certain relief Not being in the ground … Continue reading “hey I’m back from trying all the drugs and yeah it’s true that you’re far worse” →

January 15, 2020 by mandavi

curiosity is contagious

secrets from the ground below

January 4, 2020January 3, 2020 by mandavi

you go together in that you’re both quitters

A story with no conclusion Reader becomes frustrated Book thrown against a wall Much like you did with me Anger in motion You were my biggest commotion

January 3, 2020January 3, 2020 by mandavi

music

new music posted on my music page <3 thanks for staying with me through 2019 ~~

January 3, 2020 by mandavi

yearning (a note)

I’ve felt so many different types of yearnings for you When you dragged your fingers across my legs in her basement, fuck I wanted you so badly Forever needing the truth from you, begging with blood in my … Continue reading “yearning (a note)” →

December 30, 2019December 29, 2019 by mandavi

We’re being honest as long as we aren’t being honest with ourselves (technicalities)

I was never able to let you go I cut the chords I threw the stone I keep running (in circles I’ve found) But now you’ve ran No turnaround ahead I’m glad I’m glad I’m glad (I’m mad … Continue reading “We’re being honest as long as we aren’t being honest with ourselves (technicalities)” →

December 29, 2019 by mandavi

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