bench seats

  He always made me smile; I now see this was at the expense of others; when we first met he made the world melt away; I do realize that I had a habit of ignoring the clear red flags placed ahead […]

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not kids anymore

    i dreamt about you last night how you tell me its your birthday sneak into my brain not my sight     we just drove like we used to only drive stick shift you’re never up to anything new   […]

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wetsuit dreams

  white water raft           my favourite rocky ride similar to waves          we crash at every wake it’s fun though        (are you having fun yet?)

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the first mistake was believing I needed anyone at all

Blood across my knuckles and scars all up my legs  Strength shown in discourse    A clean soul is damaged more than you’d think    It won’t be until the day that I die That you feel that freedom  That weight off […]

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mad at my motivation

I always let you know that you could do it  I pushed you out of love  You resisted out of fear We were meant to grow together  Talking about dreams we had, Dreams I’m accomplishing without you now.   I’ve just been […]

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heavy conscious tin box

I’ll send you my heart in a box  A little tin one with some old logo on the front so no one will know. It will be our secret. I will send you my entire heart first and then you will send […]

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blocked bitch

It’s okay if you’re not where you want to be But it is not fair to take that out on me  I don’t care for your hostility  That’s clearly born from jealousy  I won’t slow down I won’t concede  I live on […]

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leave her alone

I can’t find my footing I feel uneasy with your grip    Can I hold myself up better?    Forever mad at who I’ve been Striving to over correct it   What do you aim for?    Is everything you say and […]

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2am provokings

Remember when you first loved me  And everything was new  Only thought about me and you  But now with you I feel so lonely    You never loved me after all Just a combination of weed and alcohol That’ll teach me not […]

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He told me not to be scared of dying (before he killed himself)

I saw myself in the rearview mirror in the uber and I realized I’m who I’ve always wanted to be   When I go to my hometown I’m reminded of the bottom from where I started, where you chose to decay  When […]

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