embrace the point of no return

  It’s like letting someone stab you over and over    I never really had the will to live in the first place so keep stabbing     Let me bleed   I’ll feel the pain to feel anything at all  

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mulch

  Not even dirt honestly    Like that more sticky stuff between the dirt and rock under the ground    So far down I can be bothered to look for the sun anymore    I was a princess living this fantasy with […]

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hopelessly devoted to no one

  I had a dream about a boy  He stopped my heart whenever his eyes reached mine He sat across from me on the bus As most of my loves had Always going somewhere  When really all I want is some time […]

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you held onto my vinyl because music is the only thing you could ever commit to

    And he said, “if you don’t get it off your chest you will never be able to breathe freely again.”   And I said  I do not Care  About my  Air  I’m in  Despair My heart will  Tear  I do […]

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bench seats

  He always made me smile; I now see this was at the expense of others; when we first met he made the world melt away; I do realize that I had a habit of ignoring the clear red flags placed ahead […]

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not kids anymore

    i dreamt about you last night how you tell me its your birthday sneak into my brain not my sight     we just drove like we used to only drive stick shift you’re never up to anything new   […]

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wetsuit dreams

  white water raft           my favourite rocky ride similar to waves          we crash at every wake it’s fun though        (are you having fun yet?)

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the first mistake was believing I needed anyone at all

Blood across my knuckles and scars all up my legs  Strength shown in discourse    A clean soul is damaged more than you’d think    It won’t be until the day that I die That you feel that freedom  That weight off […]

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